Since the start of the year I’ve been pulling apart my own process, pushing at its edges and rebuilding it piece by piece while a larger body of work simmers quietly in the background. A few weeks ago I finally took on my first full‑body portrait on a 2.5‑metre canvas – a development far beyond the mini portraits I have been working on – and, despite my usual doubts, it ended up landing with far more strength and clarity than I expected.